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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

A Pissed off Day

I am so pissed off today
Not only that , I am terribly sad
As usual , i wait for my dad to pick me up at the location where he wants me to be there
but , out of my expectation , my mum come and fetch me instead of my dad as he is busy with his office work
My mum who seldom pick me up do not know where i usually wait for my dad
so , she wait me somewhere else
and i wait for my dad somewhere else as well
Then i wait for half an hour until my mum finally come and bring me back
I am so angry but i kept quiet ( i will do that normally when i am angry )
She scold me and say me stupid
Say why didnt i go and search for her and make her wait for so long
How do i know who is going to pick me up today?
and how do i know where is she..?
and do you think that it is only you who is waiting? I am also waiting for you under the hot sun!!
but i didnt voice out
Of course i thought is my dad as he is always the one to go and fetch me
She keep scolding but i just kept quiet while tears rolling down my cheeks ( im so hurt)
She keep saying that is not her fault and is all MY fault
After we reached home , i quickly get out from the car and hurried to the washroom and cry ( release - by turn the shower on so that she dont hear me crying )
Then burried my face under pillow while listen to some soothing songs to calm myself down
I wander how could she blame everything on me and keep insisting that is not her fault at all

SO PISSED OFF..
and i realise that sometimes being a NOT offenssive child is so tiring as we need to accept rebuke from our parents and still could not say anything
Haiz
what a bad day..='(

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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

A Pissed off Day

Posted by ChelleChellemiao at 4:04 PM
I am so pissed off today
Not only that , I am terribly sad
As usual , i wait for my dad to pick me up at the location where he wants me to be there
but , out of my expectation , my mum come and fetch me instead of my dad as he is busy with his office work
My mum who seldom pick me up do not know where i usually wait for my dad
so , she wait me somewhere else
and i wait for my dad somewhere else as well
Then i wait for half an hour until my mum finally come and bring me back
I am so angry but i kept quiet ( i will do that normally when i am angry )
She scold me and say me stupid
Say why didnt i go and search for her and make her wait for so long
How do i know who is going to pick me up today?
and how do i know where is she..?
and do you think that it is only you who is waiting? I am also waiting for you under the hot sun!!
but i didnt voice out
Of course i thought is my dad as he is always the one to go and fetch me
She keep scolding but i just kept quiet while tears rolling down my cheeks ( im so hurt)
She keep saying that is not her fault and is all MY fault
After we reached home , i quickly get out from the car and hurried to the washroom and cry ( release - by turn the shower on so that she dont hear me crying )
Then burried my face under pillow while listen to some soothing songs to calm myself down
I wander how could she blame everything on me and keep insisting that is not her fault at all

SO PISSED OFF..
and i realise that sometimes being a NOT offenssive child is so tiring as we need to accept rebuke from our parents and still could not say anything
Haiz
what a bad day..='(

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