Today we got back our test papers.
This is the very first time i failed in my exam
Well , i failed my maths paper.
To be honest , i thought i can do well in my paper 1 which i was able to complete most of the questions
Out of my expectation , i did badly...='(
Our MUET teacher ( a considerate person ), tell us a lot of examples of whom she knows that also gone through form 6 before.
She says : ' If you think you really cant take this , you better runaway.'
Mulling over and over , how i wish i can leave.But...where can i go? I have no direction of which path to go for , NONE.!
When i reached home , i saw my mum washing dishes in the kitchen
I didnt know how to tell my mum about my result
so i think i'd better just keep quiet~
until she approached and asked me
Mum : ' How is your result?'
Me: ' I fail my maths '
Mum:' HA?! '
I didnt reply , i was just too lazy to answer her.
Then before she went to work she asked me to come forward and tell her bout the detail of my academic performance.
She didnt scold me but say is good enough as i only fail one subject since this is my very first time ==''
Actually i would want to seek some advices from her about whether should leave form 6 or not
Her respond shows very clearly that she wants me to continue form 6..( speechless )
The whole noon i was thinking bout this
SO TOUGH! HOW CAN I GET THROUGH THIS??!!
I started to feel despair.
I have no courage to study hard like what i did in form 5~
In form 5 , i study hard in the hope of getting scholarship to have the opportunity to get into university
But i get nothing in the end..
Form six is totally different
This is not the same like A level
Yes A-level is tough but STPM is tougher
You can always resit for your paper if you fail when u are studying in uni , unlike form 6 , you just have to throw out everything that u have learnt throughout these years in just a few hours.
What more can you say ? OH please just admit that STPM is much harder than A-level then
Form 6 is not the same like SPM which i have the confidence to score
This is STPM , what if i struggle so hard and still couldn't get what i want?
This always happen in Malaysia
Yeah , where Malays and Bumiputeras are to be prioritized
What to do?
Just ENDURE AND MOVE ON~
I surrender everything to you Lord , i know You will show me the way :)
Monday, October 11, 2010
Dishearten Me
Today we got back our test papers.
This is the very first time i failed in my exam
Well , i failed my maths paper.
To be honest , i thought i can do well in my paper 1 which i was able to complete most of the questions
Out of my expectation , i did badly...='(
Our MUET teacher ( a considerate person ), tell us a lot of examples of whom she knows that also gone through form 6 before.
She says : ' If you think you really cant take this , you better runaway.'
Mulling over and over , how i wish i can leave.But...where can i go? I have no direction of which path to go for , NONE.!
When i reached home , i saw my mum washing dishes in the kitchen
I didnt know how to tell my mum about my result
so i think i'd better just keep quiet~
until she approached and asked me
Mum : ' How is your result?'
Me: ' I fail my maths '
Mum:' HA?! '
I didnt reply , i was just too lazy to answer her.
Then before she went to work she asked me to come forward and tell her bout the detail of my academic performance.
She didnt scold me but say is good enough as i only fail one subject since this is my very first time ==''
Actually i would want to seek some advices from her about whether should leave form 6 or not
Her respond shows very clearly that she wants me to continue form 6..( speechless )
The whole noon i was thinking bout this
SO TOUGH! HOW CAN I GET THROUGH THIS??!!
I started to feel despair.
I have no courage to study hard like what i did in form 5~
In form 5 , i study hard in the hope of getting scholarship to have the opportunity to get into university
But i get nothing in the end..
Form six is totally different
This is not the same like A level
Yes A-level is tough but STPM is tougher
You can always resit for your paper if you fail when u are studying in uni , unlike form 6 , you just have to throw out everything that u have learnt throughout these years in just a few hours.
What more can you say ? OH please just admit that STPM is much harder than A-level then
Form 6 is not the same like SPM which i have the confidence to score
This is STPM , what if i struggle so hard and still couldn't get what i want?
This always happen in Malaysia
Yeah , where Malays and Bumiputeras are to be prioritized
What to do?
Just ENDURE AND MOVE ON~
I surrender everything to you Lord , i know You will show me the way :)
This is the very first time i failed in my exam
Well , i failed my maths paper.
To be honest , i thought i can do well in my paper 1 which i was able to complete most of the questions
Out of my expectation , i did badly...='(
Our MUET teacher ( a considerate person ), tell us a lot of examples of whom she knows that also gone through form 6 before.
She says : ' If you think you really cant take this , you better runaway.'
Mulling over and over , how i wish i can leave.But...where can i go? I have no direction of which path to go for , NONE.!
When i reached home , i saw my mum washing dishes in the kitchen
I didnt know how to tell my mum about my result
so i think i'd better just keep quiet~
until she approached and asked me
Mum : ' How is your result?'
Me: ' I fail my maths '
Mum:' HA?! '
I didnt reply , i was just too lazy to answer her.
Then before she went to work she asked me to come forward and tell her bout the detail of my academic performance.
She didnt scold me but say is good enough as i only fail one subject since this is my very first time ==''
Actually i would want to seek some advices from her about whether should leave form 6 or not
Her respond shows very clearly that she wants me to continue form 6..( speechless )
The whole noon i was thinking bout this
SO TOUGH! HOW CAN I GET THROUGH THIS??!!
I started to feel despair.
I have no courage to study hard like what i did in form 5~
In form 5 , i study hard in the hope of getting scholarship to have the opportunity to get into university
But i get nothing in the end..
Form six is totally different
This is not the same like A level
Yes A-level is tough but STPM is tougher
You can always resit for your paper if you fail when u are studying in uni , unlike form 6 , you just have to throw out everything that u have learnt throughout these years in just a few hours.
What more can you say ? OH please just admit that STPM is much harder than A-level then
Form 6 is not the same like SPM which i have the confidence to score
This is STPM , what if i struggle so hard and still couldn't get what i want?
This always happen in Malaysia
Yeah , where Malays and Bumiputeras are to be prioritized
What to do?
Just ENDURE AND MOVE ON~
I surrender everything to you Lord , i know You will show me the way :)
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